Sunday, October 4, 2009

If u think this is referring to you, well hope you realize your mistake!

Today was suppose to be another great day as usual for me+I managed to meet my long lost childhood fren , whooa.. She's still pretty as I remembered! But all of a sudden I remembered you girl. Don't know why, but I missed you lots but thanks to all your lies I just had enough! Well, guess what, I do keep my words to show you that Im loyal to you.. But since you just made another lie, I just cant accept it! It hurts much when think bout it, Its hard to just pretending to everyone that I'm always happy and show them my fake smile n fake laugh! I managed to cover it up, thou I felt kidda bad hiding problems to them sometimes, but its not like they can help me or what. Maybe what they said is true, you're not worth it! Omg.. how am I suppose to fall in love again if you keep on haunting me, making me miserable for what I've done thou most of things happened due to your lies! Sometimes I have to treat girls very cold, just to make myself far from them to keep me not falling.. Its a burden, more like a curse you made for me. I guess I cant escape from it till I tell truth? But what more should I tell you besides I still love and care for you? Besides I did lied before but that's for our relationship! I know you're very sensitive with it, but you gotta give me another chance. At least let me show that I'm sincerely n honest of loving you..
Listened to: Keri Hilson: Knock you down & Simple Plan: Thank you

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